HW:Book review and thoughts

The book is alright but could be boring at times.Also in some parts it is very confusing.For example when he talks about his ex wife, then it jumps to him with his job. Loses me sometimes. The book is still good but sometimes i just don't feel like reading because its boring, that's why i read when i feel like it. Also the book sort of sets a dreary feeling like just a boring place with really no life. Then you have like in part 8 of chapter 1 when they get bombed which is when it gets good.I don't get how it went from being bombed to him having a girl fall in love with him. The book also have sort of a romatic feel now with all the love yet still maintains that fear as the theme. (ex:Winston even though he know the girl likes him he has to sneak around.)The book made me question more things then usally. I tend to think about everything when i have the time. Even though its getting to the lubby dubby stuff i think that Winston will end up getting caught and will get vaporized.Their is only one question i have which if he tries to rebel won't he get vaporized the moment he says something so how is he supposed to make a change.Aren't the people brainwashed so who's gonna believe him or remember him if they change the history so that he doesn't exist?